"Anyone who is a child of immigrants has a kind of confusion about their culture and identity"


Riad Berri Yagoubi, Research Postgraduate, Department of Metabolism, Digestion and Reproduction

Learning about my Algerian culture

Born in Douai, France, I completed my undergraduate studies in Biochemistry at the University of Lille, followed by a Master’s degree. My grandmother had Alzheimer’s and when I found out the PhD at Imperial would be looking at Alzheimer’s and brain imaging, I knew I wanted to do it.

My mum was a housewife, gave me a lot of attention and helped my education – she always wanted me to study music and know about our Algerian culture, including Arab songs, Arabic classes, learning about the history of Algeria and the Arab world.

I studied a lot of music and other Arabs were there, but at the age of 14, I was the first Arab to join the Municipal Orchestra of Auby - a small city located in Lille - in its 134 years of existence.

There’s very much the stereotype in France that if you speak Arabic or Algerian Arabic you haven’t adapted enough to French society or can’t speak French very well. As a result, I felt quite alone a lot.
Riad, wearing tradition attire, stands by a window in a mosque

Riad has been photographed in the Arab Hall at Leighton House Museum.

Riad has been photographed in the Arab Hall at Leighton House Museum.

Feeling different and fighting clichés

When I was in primary school, I always felt different. A lot of other people thought I was weird because I knew Arabic/Algerian. There’s very much the stereotype in France that if you speak Arabic or Algerian Arabic you haven’t adapted enough to French society or can’t speak French very well. As a result, I felt quite alone a lot.

In France, you are allocated a high school based on location, but I was able to choose my high school because I had good results. But I felt different as most of my fellow students were the sons of politicians and doctors, and my background was completely different.

I was the only one with an Arab name. One teacher once said to me: “how are you the only Arab student here? Are you sure you got good results?” I realised then that I needed to fight clichés and that my name would always create a certain image in people’s minds.

I did, however, study Ancient Greek in high school – this was good for me because that’s where I discovered that the languages I already knew helped me to learn new languages better! The fact that my mum gave me so much knowledge helped me during my A-levels as I chose to study music and Greek.

Riad as a child

"This photo was taken during my first ever trip to Paris when I was 3 years old, It's an important memory to me because I just started school in France that exact same week."

"This photo was taken during my first ever trip to Paris when I was 3 years old, It's an important memory to me because I just started school in France that exact same week."

Riad as a child

"This is a picture of me during the first time I went to Algeria. It was actually taken in my grandfather’s olive tree land, so it's an important place for my family and for me."

"This is a picture of me during the first time I went to Algeria. It was actually taken in my grandfather’s olive tree land, so it's an important place for my family and for me."

Riad and his mother

"This photo with my mum was taken in the famous Botanical Garden Hamma in Algiers during our last trip in 2019. I think my mum contributed to my attachment to my Algerian Culture, and we love to have this kind of adventure trips together."

"This photo with my mum was taken in the famous Botanical Garden Hamma in Algiers during our last trip in 2019. I think my mum contributed to my attachment to my Algerian Culture, and we love to have this kind of adventure trips together."

Riad outside a mosque

"This is me in my city of origin Tlemcen, famous for its history as a centre of culture, music and science in the whole of Maghreb. This picture was taken in front of a famous 'madrassa' door, a school, one of the oldest in North Africa."

"This is me in my city of origin Tlemcen, famous for its history as a centre of culture, music and science in the whole of Maghreb. This picture was taken in front of a famous 'madrassa' door, a school, one of the oldest in North Africa."

A modelling shot of Riad crouching

"This was taken when I did some modelling in Algeria. It reminds me of my time with my friends there and I can’t forget about them."

"This was taken when I did some modelling in Algeria. It reminds me of my time with my friends there and I can’t forget about them."

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Riad as a child

"This photo was taken during my first ever trip to Paris when I was 3 years old, It's an important memory to me because I just started school in France that exact same week."

"This photo was taken during my first ever trip to Paris when I was 3 years old, It's an important memory to me because I just started school in France that exact same week."

Riad as a child

"This is a picture of me during the first time I went to Algeria. It was actually taken in my grandfather’s olive tree land, so it's an important place for my family and for me."

"This is a picture of me during the first time I went to Algeria. It was actually taken in my grandfather’s olive tree land, so it's an important place for my family and for me."

Riad and his mother

"This photo with my mum was taken in the famous Botanical Garden Hamma in Algiers during our last trip in 2019. I think my mum contributed to my attachment to my Algerian Culture, and we love to have this kind of adventure trips together."

"This photo with my mum was taken in the famous Botanical Garden Hamma in Algiers during our last trip in 2019. I think my mum contributed to my attachment to my Algerian Culture, and we love to have this kind of adventure trips together."

Riad outside a mosque

"This is me in my city of origin Tlemcen, famous for its history as a centre of culture, music and science in the whole of Maghreb. This picture was taken in front of a famous 'madrassa' door, a school, one of the oldest in North Africa."

"This is me in my city of origin Tlemcen, famous for its history as a centre of culture, music and science in the whole of Maghreb. This picture was taken in front of a famous 'madrassa' door, a school, one of the oldest in North Africa."

A modelling shot of Riad crouching

"This was taken when I did some modelling in Algeria. It reminds me of my time with my friends there and I can’t forget about them."

"This was taken when I did some modelling in Algeria. It reminds me of my time with my friends there and I can’t forget about them."

Identity crisis

Anyone who is a child of immigrants has a kind of confusion about their culture and identity. You have to hide any differences in terms of background and religion, and the more you try and hide your differences, the more difficult it gets. I dislike the way people see the Algerian culture in France; I always felt like I had to show them the good side of it.

Everyone thinks of me as a French guy, but I always remind people of my Algerian heritage – I need to bring both parts to the College.
Looking up at the ceiling of a mosque, with Riad in the foreground

I kept thinking “Am I French? Am I Algerian?”, which has caused a bit of an identity crisis. My family celebrates Eid and we have a celebration in Algeria which is similar to Christmas called enayar. Everyone gathers and is offered gifts and food. Everyone cooks together too – traditional bread and sweets are served, such as tamina, a sweet made from toasted semolina and honey.

Tamina is usually made and shared amongst family, friends, neighbours when celebrating the birth of a newborn.

When I joined Imperial, no one in my team really knew about Algeria, so I shared small cookies my mum made. Everyone thinks of me as a French guy, but I always remind people of my Algerian heritage – I need to bring both parts to the College. Most other PhD students are European and I do feel like I am different to the rest of them, while also fighting French stereotypes too.

Cultural gaps at Imperial

Imperial is good, but in terms of supervisors there is a lack of people to relate to. I already have to double my efforts to prove myself and my skills, and I feel there is a cultural gap so it’s hard to feel like I am understood.

The College is tolerant, for example I can get Halal sandwiches in outlets, but I think Imperial should offer more opportunities to support PhD students in terms of visas, and organise more opportunities for people to share their culture.

If there’s one thing I want to say it’s be proud of who you are – never be ashamed of it!

It has been hard to settle in, as I’m likely the first Algerian student doing a PhD in the Faculty of Medicine.

If there’s one thing I want to say it’s be proud of who you are – never be ashamed of it!

Riad looks to his right

Riad shares his story as part of Shifting the Lens: a celebration of cultural diversity at Imperial.

This interview was edited by Martha Salhotra and Cecily Sheppard, and photographed by Jason Alden.